Sunday, May 29, 2011

A lot to think of

My mind is full of broken thoughts, twisted sentences, dark ideas. I don't even know where to start. All I want is a little quiet in my head to start thinking. One night of peace with no ghosts coming out of the corridors of my mind. If the memories would just fade for a while, if they would just disappear till I'm ready to deal with them.
Why is it that the dark, bad things take over our minds and no matter how hard we try to focus on the good things they just blur until I can't recall them or they feel like a million miles away? Why can't we ignore the bad just like we can ignore the good?

All I can see is shadows but I'm searching for some light. I just want one moment of silence. That is all.

1 comment:

  1. <3 Love you, cuz! Our God is a Mighty God -- sometimes it helps to quote his Word out loud :) Ps 27 is my fallback.
    Love, Ash